the one thing i've been neglectng to tell my friends is that shes been doing it a lot now. and today. at least i know they love me when they hit me. being able to watch the marks come and go.

For those angry people like me check out this site http://www.apa.org/pubinfo/anger.html


Is the anger mmine own or is it something i have adaped from my parents and people around me. how can we really define anger like theres no set limit for it. theres no regular pattern.

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Current Location: school
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: somethign corporate - bad days

So i'm getting tick at posting everyday. mayb it'll be every secoday.so tonght was JA it was alight. but i'm extremly pissed and a certin person.L. the know who they are.

So party friday night i HALIFAX it's gonna be bomb. you all only wish you could come.

Maybe i nee new friends. becsethe onesi have appear to hate me rigt now. but feh. i have many people.

Current Location: Land of sports
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Mad World - Gary Jules

ahaaha, awome day in school. left earlie for a hockey game i darthmouth ony 5 of us showed up so we srimmgd wth the Dahmouth team. it was funny as hell. Dive home tooook foreverrrrrr in he traffc. soany acidents too. we got snow :) YAY!!!!

Current Location: skateboard
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Mad World - Gary Jules

Today, December 3rd 9:49PM (at night) on sunday in 2006 am called me a good friend.

Current Location: brick box in my mind
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: chicken dance

Late night last night and earlie morning today.

Had game. NS vs. HSM i normally play for NS but today i played for HSM. We lost 7-1 i had 65 shots (which is an 89.3 save rate.) and the NS G. only had 7. muhaahahah. i think i did better lol Potluck after the game then into the gym. got smashed in the face with a felt ring (which hurt) By At. Then after it was home. Now com. natta for he rest of the day. my time to relax.

Current Location: still my computer
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: chicken dance

Ahahaha, Fucking good night. S i can actually have fun, which is a plus.

Befor acution startedish time.
sold 50/50's with the peps and you know my sales pitch was awsomei had perple buy like 20$$$$$$ worth thats fucking 52 tickets. welok maybe it was only one prson but they did buy.lol.
During auction. Perented one product. 1!! out of like 135 some. and others had to everything else part of being a senior i guess. lol. drew the girs bathroom door i got that board.lol. didn't use the elastice.
Almost 9:00. V. Ah. M. At. & me decided to spend money till we's got a F.T. (French Tickler)lol. if yo don't know what thatis i am sorry for your loss lol. then we were rushed out the door. got one on the second try. lol
After the auction.
Went to a hotel.and its not what you guys are thinking. It was the whiole tem and we talked about 'stuff' and played games. then the whole rooster thingy. lol. fuck. i can't tell you about it but it was awsome.

Current Location: my compute
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: anything

As i didn't tell you yesterday i know have an elastic round my wrist that I will use to help me rid my negitavity. good news i only had to use it 7 times today. i think it might be working.

After we lost our game today i didn't allow my self to start putting myself down like normal. insted i jsut looked back on the game and thought about what happened and what i could do better next time.

Everyone views the world so wrong, i know i do that too, but i'm gonna change that for myself then try to change it for others.

This afternoon was super cool. I was helping with the education expo thingy at my school and I saw this collage that had what i wanted so i got information from it and everything.

So that is my 'Meaning-To-Life' for the next couple of years and it is also my insperation to complete high school.

I have also changed the music on my MP3 player to stuff that would make me hyper and such. which it totally a change from the sad depressing stuff i had on it.

Current Music: Jock Jams

So, today I decided, after persenting the powerpoint w/ danielle to the clm class and then again to the D block clm class, that maybe i can fix this all. so here is my promice to write in this everyday how i'm feeling and what been buggin me insted of keeping it all in and getting really pissed off. So maybe after about a couple of months of this i'll be able to determine the whole problem. I'll let you know the results. untill then you can follow along my new journey. lol.